journal!

2022.11.22, 11:57am

i've been away from home for almost a week. my thanksgiving plans got a bit interrupted due to getting a bad cold — i'd planned a 2-step trip where i'd visit some friends in the city for a few days and then go upstate to visit other friends for our annual friendsgiving get-together, but being sick has stalled the second half of those plans, so i'm staying in the city for a few more days and then heading home. unfortunate, but spending 9-10 hours on a train with a super stuffy nose seems like hell, so it's probably for the best!

i lived in the city for seven years and only moved away a few months ago, so this is my first time back. even sick, it's really nice to be back here — it's amazing how instantly it felt like home. even carrying a giant suitcase, 3 people asked me for directions in the subway within a half hour of me being back in the city, which makes me feel good about still looking like a local, haha. i'm getting the hang of things in my new city, slowly but surely, but this city is where i became an adult and figured out some really important aspects of myself, so i think it'll probably always be home for me.

i got to visit my old roommate and his cat (which used to be my cat, too — she was born under the kitchen table in our terrible first apartment, and my roommate kept her when i moved away, but she hasn't forgotten me and immediately started meowing at me when i walked in, which was super nice) while i've been here too. i'm really looking forward to being able to get a cat at some point once i'm back home — i've been waiting since i knew i'd be travelling for most of this month, but i miss having a little creature in my house!

the friends i'm staying with have poetry magnets on their fridge, and i've immediately ordered some for myself, too. i don't write poetry myself very often anymore, but it's really fun to play around with rearranging words in magnet form into something pretty!

ghost
s
perfume
the
breeze

voice
s
bleed
soft
as
eternity

listen

this
breath

broken
glass
god

(i tried to figure out how to give each word a bit of random rotation on here to really emulate the fridge poetry effect, but then i remembered i do have actual work to be doing today, and probably shouldn't dive into javascript for something that will almost certainly be a one-off. there was probably a simpler way to code these as-is, but i'm being responsible and not going to spend more than 20 minutes on it. if i decide to post more stuff like this once i get my own set of magnets, maybe i'll figure out all of that then!)

today i very badly need to get some comic pages inked — since i've been sick, i'm a bit behind on the smaller deadlines i've set for myself leading up to the actual big deadline that's been set by my editor, so i need to get caught up on that!

(but also, if you followed the link i posted on twitter to this website and are a comics person reading this: of course i'm totally caught up on all my deadlines don't worry about it i'm super professional etc. i promise i'm good at my job and you should hire me.)

i kind of want to figure out some code to add little deviantart-style "currently reading/watching/listening to/feeling/etc" widgets to the bottom of these journal posts. you guys remember those? i spent my middle/high school years obsessively on deviantart, and it feels like a good vibe for these. i'm being very responsible and not going to try to code that now, but maybe that'll be a little project for if i can finish enough comic pages today.

i've also been working on helping a friend code a website for their writing portfolio! it's nice to be able to make things for someone else. i almost never draw things for people as gifts, so being able to use a thing i'm somewhat good at to make something unique for someone else isn't something i get to feel very often, and it's very cool!!

2022.11.14, 9:27am

setting up this page! i've been really bad with getting distracted by coding rather than doing my actual work lately — coding seems to activate the ol' adhd hyperfocus brain without fail, even though i struggle to get into that state while doing art or any of my other actual jobs. sometimes i think maybe i should've gone to school for web design instead to take full advantage of that, but i do really like making comics, too!

anyways, i got a firefox extension to limit my time on certain websites so i don't spend more than 2 hours or so on coding this per day. i finally have the basic layout pretty set in stone, at least, so the hard parts of coding are done! now i just need to figure out what kind of pages i want to add!